My tod really drives me NUTS!!!

I hate this terrible two duration...
When she was a baby...so cute and cuddly.
Now, her tantrum really pushing me to the limit...she would scream without reason demanding things... she would yell 'macam nak tercirit'...whenever possible. Don't disturb her once she started it won't end... Sometimes i just let her cry till she's tired..but she won't quit, she will cry...till i'm tired. It's really difficult for me to work. I am thinking to send her to Montessori style day care so that i can do my work (office related). She is also afraid of the printer's sound and would scream some more...whenever i really need to print out invoice or customer's address...really annoying and slow me down.

Even my mom asked me why? Her creaming is irritating...what would i do? This is just the terrible two time, will end in 2 years...hoho!
Yup, after brillkids done, off she goes to Montessori. You have to learn to be with other people than your mom here. Maybe she need's other friends to play instead of his brother.
Here, only Chinese montessori available for 2 year old children. Malay one really just 'nga-nga'.
I am just human. Not superMak.

My on9 biz

It is raining so heavily...kids are sleeping. Feeling a bit scared....yelah kot blackout mampus aku. Tapi dah sediakan flash light dan dah study kotak suis kalau black out nak tekan naik ke turun?...(tolak naik neks...!)
Nasib baik tak kilat guruh.
Terpaksa turun untuk updatekan order customer...
Nasib baik ada si oren menghiburkan hati...hilang rasa takut...
Tak sangka si oren boleh jadi kucing manja...bila diingatkan masa mula-mula ambil dia. Pantang sentuh, terus 'Grrrrr...' takut i dan rasa menyesal pun ada dengan kucing trauma ni.
Sekarang, bila panggil nama dia, terus dia datang...pandai sangat. Masa di kampung, dia memang 'Grrr...' dengan orang lain cuma dengan aku, Adel dan Adam jer dia ok. Sampai abang aku tanya " Awat kucing hang tu? berlagak amat macam lawa sangat..." terpaksalah explain sejarah hidup si oren ni barulah mereka faham.
Now...i love him. I miss him when he's away (during raya, i left him at my moms when we went to in laws...) i donno how to live without him.

Seriously, I never expect so many customers will buy from my online shop because my stuff are considered as luxury item. Meaning something that's not in need. If you have extra money, you can buy, if not also okay. I just love the idea at first and love the stuff i m selling. I can remember all the stuff just ask me i know...I hope the idea to sell because of the love won't fade and turn to 'just profit' as this biz grow. I know i will go far...selagi niat betul. Most people, when money start to flow, they will change too...harap sangat pada Allah janganlah aku terjebak. Biarlah rumah kecil asal bahagia. Biarlah kereta proton. Elakkan riak dan takbur...susah betul nak elak riak nih...memang dah sebati dalam diri. Belajar tinggi pun terasa riak. Nasib baik jadi house wife jer, turun sikit perasaan meriakkan diri. he he he...
Kalau ada duit lebih dermalah kepada mana-mana pihak kebajikan...Insyallah.

Kepada sesiapa nak buat bisnes...kalau boleh jangan 'join the van wagon'...carilah sesuatu yang anda suka dan cinta untuk 'leave a legacy'.

A.L.O.N.E

Just back from airport. He's gone...have a safe journey hubs. Gonna miss your presence. Hope you'll be back with my bags...
Driving at night really dangerous for me. I have high astigmatism. Even though wearing glasses, I'm not confident driving at night. Driving at town area with lot's of lights is ok but at highway...and my 2 year old toddler screaming and crying all the way after seeing her dad fleeing without her. Thankfully we arrived safely at home.
 I am used to be alone. I locked all the doors and keep a knife in the bedroom in case anything bad happen. We have a safe access in the house if fire broke of bad people coming. I am kind of obsessed with all these very bad people and their capabilities. Always treat strangers as bad people (even though most crimes are commit by someone you know). SCARY even more. What ever it is always be ready and fight for your life. Hope Allah will protect me as always.
and....I have to inform my friend to check me out if anything went wrong. 

I don't feel so lonely anymore because I have 2 cats accompany me :))))
Well, I have lot's of work tomorrow and Adam's will resume his kindy class after the long holiday.
Adelina also has to resume her Brillkids after a week break.  

Dah Siap Cuti...

Seminggu sibuk di kampung...dah terasa cam nak balik ke kehidupan biasa. Lusa balik. Biasa jer raya. First day di kampung hubby, pastu berulang alik ke hometown aku yg indah. Tak puas tau. Dah lama tak balik hometown...sebab mak i kat kl kan?...balik kalut-kalut...rasa sedih pula. Buat sesiapa yg mencari pasangan, baik you guys cari anak yatim. Senang nak bolot raya. Hahaha! Laki aku pun, bila balik kg aku dia duk buat muka bosanla...aku ni bila balik kg dia selalu menceriakan diri. So, ini last day, nak buat muka monyok kat kg dia. Hehehe. Ala, bulan depan balik lagi...huhuhu. Seperti yg dirancang, kami sambut besday Adam pada rata ke-4 dengan simple lagi meriah...tambah pula bff ku mai! 2 tahun tak jumpa...nanti dah balik rumah i upload gambar.

Projek Raya...continue

Wah...pagi-pagi menangis baca blog 'kau dan aku'... dah lama dia tak tulis, lebih 6 bulan tetiba dia tulis lagi sempena setahun pemergian puterinya...sebak terus. Dulu memang asyik menangis jer bila tatap apa yang dia tulis....


Well, dah siap la kecuali baju mommy. Ntah sempat ke tak nak buat. Hari ni dah nak packing. Malam balik kampung...nak bawa mesin jahit balik...

 Ini baju raya Adam...memang fed up buat baju ni sebab kain t-shirt so sangat susahnya nak jahit...dah la salah ira kain sebab takde tepi...masa jahit baru perasan sebab bawah lampu. Seriously ingat tak jadi dan dah ready nak beli jer...tapi dek ketabahan menjahit dan menetas jahitan, akhirnya jadi jugak. Janji selesa dipakai di Malaysia yang cuaca hangat ni.

Beg ni menjadi...actually ikut pattern lain tapi direction dia macam salah...at the end, jadi macam ni. Bolehlah kan nak pakai. Puas hati buat sendiri.

Ini baju princess...buat dalam masa 3 hari...sekali imbas nampak macam baju Wendy dalam kartun Peterpan. Suruh si princess pakai nampak comel pula...bahagian zipper kat belakang senget sikit. Sedar yang zipper senget bila dah siap...tensionnya tapi sikit jer. Lepas ni kena bagi attention masa jahit zipper. Kain baju ini yang sama untuk mamanya tapi tak siap lagi...ingatkan nak share pola asas baju ni tapi tunggu lepas raya la yer. Nanti i nak kaji dulu camner nak link file pdf. Dah ada pola asas senang nak buat baju apa pun...
Puas hati sebab jahit sendiri...bukannya tak beli...beli jugak beb...lepas raya nak jahit lagi baju ibu dan anak.

Happy Eid Ul Fitr!

Overbudget

Due to Aidilfitri celebration this weekend, I went to last minute shopping at Tesco....
I already list down some cake ingredients, Raya cookies, some groceries...mini pizza for the kids..Adam's present for his 5'th B day next week...so maybe only RM250.00
OK fine. Suddenly I saw Luminarc bowl on sale 70%. Grab!
Nickelodeon jeans RM10 only...GRAB some for the kids.
Grab cute pink pants for Adel, RM10 each...
Sarawak cake..for my mom and MIL...grab 2
Then, Mom said no cooking oil in hometown due to cooking oil shortage...GRAB 5kg..
Adam's robot...quite some $$$.
Total is RM350++ after deducted with coupons...
Alamak! Not enough cash, pay by card...
What? Cannot swipe? Darn...try debit card. Nasib baik boleh. Kalau tidak tebal muka.
Why cannot swipe? Will call bank later...
Habis duit aku dalam bank... Kalau guna kad boleh bayar 3 bulan he he he.
Mungkin niat aku tak nak hutang so tak dibenarkan Allah....

best kan? harga asal RM175. Lepas diskaun RM53 jer. Kalau tak beli dijamin asyik teringat. Tapi tak pasti harga di kedai lain berapa...yang pasti not this low.

Hadiah Adam...kenapa robot? selalu kami beli robot murah...asyik tertanggal...kesian dia memang suka transformers...

Therapy session 14 - Last Sesion/ DISCHARGED

All of us couldn't be happier when the therapist decided to discharged Adam from the therapy session. Honestly we are getting tired. Think again, my son only has speech delay problem, how about others with autism, down syndrome, cerebral palsy or dyslexia?....
Miss K said she thought Adam would be in therapy for years when she first met Adam.
Back then Adam only uttered "ka ka ka ka ka" He was 4 years old.
Adam has been picking up so fast (thanks to his MOM too...) so his pronunciation is clearer and he 's able to sit and focus during the therapy and he's doing a very good job.
So, miss K just want me (and the dad) to continue doing self speech therapy at home sweet home. She gave some guidance about what to do to improve Adam's speech....

What to do continuously...

• talk with longer, simple structure sentence - eg: I want to cook the big fish today.
• Sharing stories with him - pets, school, shopping, at the playground, hobby, ambitions...preferably you can draw pictures while sharing the story.
• Reading simple sentence.
• Concept - Story sequence (firstly, second, third, finally)
• Commenting - "why is your teeth yellow?, Why are you so smelly?, Your drawing is beautiful...
• Problem solving

Cut and Paste - story sequence

Story Sequence...( actually 'and then' not 'end then'...)

He's done this one.

Problem solving. Why are they wet?

Story Sequence activity

Story Sequence - cut and paste

Building auditory directory skills. you can asked how many papers? which drawer is open?

 I am planning to draw some simple story sequence myself and share it here...
Good job Adam! Love you.

Special thanks to Miss O and Miss K from Pacific Speech Therapy Penang for your guidance. For other parents out there...talk to your kids...A LOT!

Projek Raya 2012 Continue

Apa jadi dengan projek baju kurung untuk anak daraku?
Disaster...
What happened?
Leher luas merela...orang Kedah punya lorat.
Leher besar amat...

Dah siap buat decor taw...
Ini i ukur dari baju lama, ntah apa silapnya...
What to do? What should I do?
Apa lagi...tetas la. Jahit lain yang bahagian badan tu...
Dah jadi banyak kerja. Actually memang banyak menetas dari menjahit....ha ha ha
Maklumlah first time jahit baju kurung ni.

Lastly, siap gak lah. Bahagian kain tu i dah jahit siap-siap so jadi one piece baju kurung...

  Macam mana ukur leher tau...tetiba teringat cara mak i dulu buat, dia gunting paper buat lubang, pastu adjust sampai tangkap muat...senang.

Continue with Baju Melayu encik Adam...

haus...

Teruk.
Walhal kalau bulan biasa takdelah minum air banyak mana pun...
Baru pukul 1.30 pm ni dahaganya...
Sebab apa? Teruk sangat mengemas dari lepas sahur sampai sekarang...
termasuk jugalah pergi kedai buat kerja, pergi pasar basah beli ikan, pergi pejabat pos, aktiviti basuh baju dan ampai...ambil anak dari tadika tetiba dia nak makan bihun goreng terpaksa stop kedai beli bihun...masak lunch depa pula...
Sebab apa mengemas? Ha! hubby I takde so I invite kawan (di atas keizinan suami) untuk berbuka denganku)...petang ni nanti tunggang langgang kat dapur pula masak masakan ala kedai tomyam...
Disebabkan kawan aku ni, tetiba tergerak hati nak masuk pasar basah. Pasar ni depan kedai aku jer...tapi sebab aku eksyen tak pernah jenguk apa ada dalam. Aku hanya tahu Tesco, Giant...and kedai pasar mini kat Taman Selasih.
Banyak juga barang fresh kat situ rupanya...udang? gedabak beb!!! beli siakap...nak stim petang ni. Beli daun limau purut...(takde kat giant/tesco) nak buat tomyam udang gedabak...beli kailan-> kailan ikan masin....beli minyak sapi...nak buat nasi minyak...kalau dengan hubby pun tak masak macam ni.
So ingat esok kena masak untuk hubby pula....

p/s...bagus bila orang bertandang rumah...tetiba habuk/sawang hilang. Semak samun...GONE. Stroller yang bersepah kat depan...semua hilang secara magis...kalau boleh nak tukar langsir...melampau la tue. Penat nie...